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Publishing the works of Chuck Puckett since 1999...

This Is Not What This Is

Songs with a bit of ambiguity and unreality.
All In the Blood Making Up Time
Autumn Hurricane Pointless
Almost Knocking All the Red Cards Wild
Forty Two Toward the Light
Dark End Of the Day Valari

 

#1: All In the Blood

Video: All In the Blood

Some Shakespeare references and a declaration that the Dionysian is more powerful than the Appolinian.

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Sometimes you don't know where you're going
Sometimes you don't know where you've been
At times the boat just ain't worth rowing
Sometimes you can't even get in

It's all in the blood
And it's not in the head
It may never be understood
Until you are dead

Jack Legge, he don't sing the reasons
Jack Legge, he don't see the light
Back off, he don't care if he's pleasing you
Come back, he wants to make it right

Brown Eyes, she is filled with laughter
Brown Eyes, she's a solid wall
No one knows what she is after
No one seems to care at all

Sometimes, we don't know what we're saying
Most times, we don't say a thing
At times there ain't no use in praying
The blood is the conscience of the king

It's all in the blood
And it's all in the drive
It may never be understood
But it's good to be alive

© 2011 Chuck Puckett

#2: Autumn Hurricane

Video: Autumn Hurricane

Unabashedly about God. Probably not everybody's God, though. And why is there so much mystery in existence?

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There’s a god who turns me round like an autumn hurricane
He’ll toss me to the ground then he’ll pick me up again
He talks inside my mind when nobody else can hear
He’s a hard one to define, he’s an easy one to fear

Wonder what it means when there’s no else around
To dream the same dreams and walk across the same ground
You know I once believed that I understood the wind
The rustling of the leaves was no mystery to me then

I’m not gonna think about it no more
I’m not gonna think about it no more
I’m not gonna think about it no more
I’m not gonna think about it no more

He leaves me in distress, then he’ll wipe away my woe
I never get to guess but I always need to know
He makes me want to live, though sometimes I don’t know why
He takes what I can give even when I give a lie

Everybody leaves, every lover, every friend
Whoever we deceive doesn’t matter in the end
No one can believe that he made the world this way
He’s a hard one to conceive, what more is there to say?

Lord, please don’t drive me crazy
Like you’ve done most every time before
It all seems clear, then it all goes hazy
And I can’t see what I was searching for
Why must everything be a question?
Why not have the facts carved in stone?
I’m tired of riddles wrapped inside deception
And the worst thing is we face them all alone

I keep looking for a sign and I see one now and then
It’s clear inside my mind, then it fades away again
The truth may be a lie that cannot stand the strain
That’s held inside the eye of an autumn hurricane

© 2010 Chuck Puckett

#3: Almost Knocking

Video: Almost Knocking


A kind of scary song, inspired in some weird way by the Rolling Stone's song "Can't You Hear Me Knocking". Well, they both have "knocking" in the title.

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In the blackest night, everything's allright
Don't you get uptight, no, not at all
Just lay your head on my shoulder
Pay no attention to the shadows on the wall
Yeah, it's cold outside and maybe something hides
Outside the door
But if the wind still blows and the shadow grows
We can't ignore it

When the sun went down right outside of town
There were howling sounds in the dark
If they frightened you be a little bolder
For they frightened me, I have no courage in my heart
The evil wind when it knocks again
On our door
We must never run, we must stand as one
Before it

Yeah the door is locked and my mind is blocked
And we must take stock of our lives
To be caught unawares would leave us colder
With our souls ensnared by the shadows in our eyes
It will knock again that nameless sin
On our door
Yeah, the night's so long, and we're not as strong
We can't ignore it

Came a scream outside, the door swung wide
It was a thing so cold, we could not move
The moon was still, the fire did smoulder
A smoke rose slow, a mist moving through the winter wood
Then the dawn was there and the good, clean air
Came through the door
The knocking fear must wait another year
To try its torture

© 2011 Chuck Puckett

#4: Forty Two

Video: Forty Two

Okay. Completely inspired by Hitchhiker's Guide. Is it that obvious? What is the Ultimate Answer?

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There is a man who has a question
He's in demand but has no conception
It isn't planned, it hasn't even been thought through
A subtle twist, a sinking sorrow
Just think of this: there's no tomorrow
If you could list it all what would it come to?
The answer is 42.

We are not fools who sleep and slumber
We are not tools, we are the lumber
We think it's cruel while we wonder what we'll do
The mists of time, a falling curtain
No reasoned rhyme, it's so uncertain
Put in your dime and you hope that the call goes through
When the number is 42.

Tell me what you know, I'll tell you if we can do it
If I knew what you know, I'm sure we would get through it
We gotta do it, yes indeed

There is a babe who has an answer
On Heaven's lathe you'll find a dancer
But in her wake they speak of borrowed blue
The wedding bells are in the chapel
He wants to tell her all about the apple
He's in her spell, but he wonders what they'll do
When they're both 42.

A group of men, they speak of Nietzsche
Some think it sin, some think it’s easy
Some think it's been this way the whole way through
They want to laugh, but they can't grab it
They want to graft Alice to the rabbit
They want to have their cake and eat it, too
Their number is 42.

Tell me what you know, I'll tell you if we can do it
If I knew what you know, I'm sure we would get through it
We gotta do it, yes indeed

You take it down the straight and narrow
You hear the sound: the broken arrow
You may not drown but you may not make it through
You're in a fix, 'tween hell and heaven
There are no tricks, you take what's given
It's 9 by 6, and you wonder if it's true
That the answer is 42.

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#5: Dark End Of the Day

Video: Dark End Of the Day

Walking the lonely stretches of a lonely country. Not always a good feeling.

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There it is, the wind in your face
Blowing you back inside
Making you moan, leaving you lost
So dissatisfied
Taking the best, taking the worst
Taking you for a ride
Nothing left to keep the world at bay
Who’s gonna love you when you are gone?
Who’ll sing your songs out there on the lawn?
Nothing but a trace is left where you once stood
A glimmer at the dark end of the day

Riding north across the plains
Snow is falling down
The winter light is fading fast
As you come into town
Nothing moves, the place is dark
No one makes a sound
There’s no place here for you to stay
Who’s gonna love you when you are gone?
Who’ll sing your songs out there on the lawn?
Nothing but a trace is left where you once stood
A glimmer at the dark end of the day

What’s the use in keeping on
The road is filled with stone
Companions are just memories
They walk with you alone
Tomorrow is a promise
That cuts you to the bone
There’s nothing left for you to say

© 2016 Chuck Puckett

#6: Making Up Time

Video: Making Up Time

The mind can make a heaven or a hell. It's what you choose, right?

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Making up time and making my bed

Making up rhymes inside of my head

Making up scenes that I can play

Making it real while I’m making my way

Making up lies and making up truth

Making up legends from the days of my youth

Making real sure that the road I’m on

Will take me on down to the end of this song

This world is what we make

It’s what we give and what we take

We can make it a heaven or make it a hell

Will we make it to tomorrow? Who can tell?

We’ve got all the time in the world

But every moment is a precious pearl

You can make mistakes or you might do fine

You can change your life if you make up your mind

Taking a risk or maybe taking up slack

Taking the wrong way on the way back

Taking up time and taking up space

Taking no prisoners in this place

Shaking a leg, shaking things up

Shaking your hand when I’m passing the cup

Shaking with fright, is that my fault?

Looking for my lost shaker of salt

Making excuses for making a mess

Making up crimes so I can confess

Breaking my word when I’m taking the oath

Taking the fifth prob’ly work for us both

Staking my claim to my part of the pie

Waking up late just in time to die

Shaking it here, boss, taking a powder

Making some noise, getting louder and louder

© 2011 Chuck Puckett

#7: Pointless

Video: Pointless

When we're so small in the grand scheme, is there any point to anything?

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Way too high up above it all

Cannot breathe, the air’s too thin

Wanna learn to fly, then forget to fall

Miss the ground and play to win

Run it up, run it down,

Pass it by, pay the price

Pick a card, take a chance,

Let it ride, throw the dice

Got no point to make

And it feels real nice

Bright blue dot in a sea of black

Feel so small but I don’t mind

Try to speak, but don’t look back

Seen it all on the borderline

Run it up, run it down,

Pass it by, pay the price

Pick a card, take a chance,

Let it ride, throw the dice

Got no point to make

So I’m making it twice

The world is so strange, stranger than my dreams

But nothing’s ever changed or that’s the way it seems

Sometimes I need to hide it’s more than I can take

But I know down inside I’ve got one point to make

 

Bright blue dot in a sea of black

Feel so small but I don’t mind

Don’t know what I think I lack

Got it all and I’m doing fine

Run it up, run it down,

Pass it by, pay the price

Pick a card, take a chance,

Let it ride, throw the dice

Got no point to make

And it feels real nice

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#2: All the Red Cards Wild

Video: All the Red Cards Wild

Now this is how to play poker!

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All the red cards wild

Play ‘em if you can

Try and find the meaning

In each and every hand

There ain’t no sense in folding

Just hang on for a while

Don’t matter what you’re holding

When all red cards are wild

When we started playing poker

It was straight as a man can play

We never let no jokers

Come getting in the way

Five card draw was all we’d deal

Pay a dollar to get in

Jacks or better to open

Trips or better to win

Now maybe that was boring

Maybe that was too tame

Anyway someone soon suggested

That we liven up the game

How about anything to open

And you can win with whatever you got

We played five card stud, then seven

But it didn’t seem to help a lot

So then we played with deuces wild

We played jokers and one-eyed jacks

Seven card stud with low hole wild

There was no holding back

Then someone said it, and might’ve been me

Let’s leave the rank and file

From here on out let’s play this game

With all the red cards wild

All the red cards wild

Play ‘em if you can

Try and find the meaning

In each and every hand

There ain’t no sense in folding

Just hang on for a while

Don’t matter what you’re holding

When all red cards are wild

Sometimes I think the world

Is one big poker hand

You don’t have the cards you bluff it out

When you got ‘em you let ‘em stand

Your pay to take your chances

You play it by the rules

Let the cards fall where they will

Try not to act the fool

But when things start going crazy

All the chips are in the pile

You can’t make sense of anything

With all the red cards wild

All the red cards wild

Play ‘em if you can

Try and find the meaning

In each and every hand

There ain’t no sense in folding

Just hang on for a while

Don’t matter what you’re holding

When all red cards are wild

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#9: Toward the Light

Video: Toward the Light

A song of hope and being strong. Keep on keeping on.

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Make the grade, fight the fight

Don’t be afraid to get it right

Turn the tap, set ‘em up

Drink it down, drain the cup

Be the kind of soul

That walks into the night

The one who turns us

Back toward the light

Do your best, face the gun

Pass the test, be the one

Take a chance, throw the dice

Nerves of steel, cool as ice

Be the kind of soul

That wants to have some fun

The one who leads us

Back toward the sun

Lead the pack, take the reins

Don’t look back, fan the flames

Make your mark, carve the notch

Stay on guard, be on watch

Be the kind of soul

Who dances in the rain

The one who wants to

Go against the grain

Turn the tide, keep it tight

Never hide what is right

Sing the song clear and loud

Don’t forget why you’re proud

Be the kind of soul

Who reaches for the height

The one who turns us

Back toward the light

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#10: Valari

Video: Valari

The Valari. You probably need to read Tolkien's Silmarillion to get it.

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Seven spirits spinning 'round

The hand that made them set them down

Seven gems, alive and old

Older than the endless cold

Older than the cold


Seven days, delightful days

The wind and mountains, flames and waves

Come at call and take their place

Alive and real in singing space

Become in singing space


Seven notes, clear and strong

The melody forever long

Voices fighting Ragnarok

Harmonies light up the dark

Lightning in the dark


Seven planets, flung apart

One white tree and seven stars

Seven ages come and go

Eyes look up and never know


(That) One is the chain

That joins all and none

Nothing can remain

When all is sung and done

The voice is never still

And never sings refrain

The singer always will

Keep adding to the chain

(Repeat as necessary: last time, say "change" instead of "chain")


© 2011 Chuck Puckett