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This Is Not What This Is

Songs with a bit of ambiguity and unreality.
All In the Blood Making Up Time
Autumn Hurricane Pointless
Feel Of the Wheel Purely States the Blues
Forty Two Toward the Light
Last Picture Song Valari

 

#1: All In the Blood

Video: All In the Blood

Some Shakespeare references and a declaration that the Dionysian is more powerful than the Appolinian.

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Sometimes you don't know where you're going
Sometimes you don't know where you've been
At times the boat just ain't worth rowing
Sometimes you can't even get in

It's all in the blood
And it's not in the head
It may never be understood
Until you are dead

Jack Legge, he don't sing the reasons
Jack Legge, he don't see the light
Back off, he don't care if he's pleasing you
Come back, he wants to make it right

Brown Eyes, she is filled with laughter
Brown Eyes, she's a solid wall
No one knows what she is after
No one seems to care at all

Sometimes, we don't know what we're saying
Most times, we don't say a thing
At times there ain't no use in praying
The blood is the conscience of the king

It's all in the blood
And it's all in the drive
It may never be understood
But it's good to be alive

© 2011 Chuck Puckett

#2: Autumn Hurricane

Video: Autumn Hurricane

Unabashedly about God. Probably not everybody's God, though. And why is there so much mystery in existence?

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There’s a god who turns me round like an autumn hurricane
He’ll toss me to the ground then he’ll pick me up again
He talks inside my mind when nobody else can hear
He’s a hard one to define, he’s an easy one to fear

Wonder what it means when there’s no else around
To dream the same dreams and walk across the same ground
You know I once believed that I understood the wind
The rustling of the leaves was no mystery to me then

I’m not gonna think about it no more
I’m not gonna think about it no more
I’m not gonna think about it no more
I’m not gonna think about it no more

He leaves me in distress, then he’ll wipe away my woe
I never get to guess but I always need to know
He makes me want to live, though sometimes I don’t know why
He takes what I can give even when I give a lie

Everybody leaves, every lover, every friend
Whoever we deceive doesn’t matter in the end
No one can believe that he made the world this way
He’s a hard one to conceive, what more is there to say?

Lord, please don’t drive me crazy
Like you’ve done most every time before
It all seems clear, then it all goes hazy
And I can’t see what I was searching for
Why must everything be a question?
Why not have the facts carved in stone?
I’m tired of riddles wrapped inside deception
And the worst thing is we face them all alone

I keep looking for a sign and I see one now and then
It’s clear inside my mind, then it fades away again
The truth may be a lie that cannot stand the strain
That’s held inside the eye of an autumn hurricane

© 2010 Chuck Puckett

#3: Feel Of the Wheel

Video: Feel Of the Wheel

The title is based on that the fact that an earlier version of thissong felt like it was akin to Jerry Garcia's "The Wheel". It is not. It's a driving song.

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What ya gonna do when you get to moving

Tooling along with the Feel of the Wheel?

What ya gonna do when you get to driving,

Flying along with the Feel of the Wheel?

Driving, singing with the rhythm,

Jump start me, I’m hitting the road

Can’t stop me, I’m never gonna give in

I can handle my part of the load.

Windstorm, blowing like a banshee,

Head's warm, and your fever won't go.

No problem, I like what I can see

What I can't see, I don't need to know

[middle]

Fast train running on an empty track

My brain is howling like a blue-tick hound

Keep moving forward, don’t ever look back

Nothing back there can bring me down

There’s no force on earth can stop me

Never stopping is the only good plan

Hard times never gonna rob me,

Don't say I can't when I know that I can.

I’ve got everything inside me
Feels right and I know what is real
Hang tight, sit right there beside me
You and me and the Feel Of the Wheel

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#4: Forty Two

Video: Forty Two

Okay. Completely inspired by Hitchhiker's Guide. Is it that obvious? What is the Ultimate Answer?

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There is a man who has a question
He's in demand but has no conception
It isn't planned, it hasn't even been thought through
A subtle twist, a sinking sorrow
Just think of this: there's no tomorrow
If you could list it all what would it come to?
The answer is 42.

We are not fools who sleep and slumber
We are not tools, we are the lumber
We think it's cruel while we wonder what we'll do
The mists of time, a falling curtain
No reasoned rhyme, it's so uncertain
Put in your dime and you hope that the call goes through
When the number is 42.

Tell me what you know, I'll tell you if we can do it
If I knew what you know, I'm sure we would get through it
We gotta do it, yes indeed

There is a babe who has an answer
On Heaven's lathe you'll find a dancer
But in her wake they speak of borrowed blue
The wedding bells are in the chapel
He wants to tell her all about the apple
He's in her spell, but he wonders what they'll do
When they're both 42.

A group of men, they speak of Nietzsche
Some think it sin, some think it’s easy
Some think it's been this way the whole way through
They want to laugh, but they can't grab it
They want to graft Alice to the rabbit
They want to have their cake and eat it, too
Their number is 42.

Tell me what you know, I'll tell you if we can do it
If I knew what you know, I'm sure we would get through it
We gotta do it, yes indeed

You take it down the straight and narrow
You hear the sound: the broken arrow
You may not drown but you may not make it through
You're in a fix, 'tween hell and heaven
There are no tricks, you take what's given
It's 9 by 6, and you wonder if it's true
That the answer is 42.

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#5: Last Picture Song

Video: Last Picture Song

A song about mythical and mystical things. There is a reference to Faulker in there, if you can hear it.

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Along the path the runner stops and sniffs the evening breeze
There's something different he can tell, it puts him ill at ease.
I smell the strangest scented smells, I feel the chilling gale
The burning wood will not allow a wounded pride prevail.

Holy, holy ground, a low a quiet sound
Singing all around, singing all around.

Beside the lake the hunters walk and Lion smells their fear
They drink their whiskey then they sing songs you never hear
I hear the strangest sounding songs, I feel the chilling wind
No one alive can hear them now, I'll sing them all again.

Inside the sun the eagles swim, determined not to rise
Their wings are strong and filled with hope, but sorrow clouds their eyes.
I see the strangest hollow hills, I feel the chilling air
A band of light sits on my brow where none can ever stare

Beyond the stars the trumpets play a tune for Gabriel
He learned the changes years ago when he was lost in hell.
I think the tune is sure to find a listener in this place
I thought the same many years ago when I had lost my face.
Gabriel picks the tempo up, he only needs the band
A chorus sung for old times sake when someone gave a damn

Holy, holy ground, a loud and rushing sound
Singing all around, pieces breaking down, singing all around.

© 1990 Chuck Puckett

#6: Making Up Time

Video: Making Up Time

The mind can make a heaven or a hell. It's what you choose, right?

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Making up time and making my bed

Making up rhymes inside of my head

Making up scenes that I can play

Making it real while I’m making my way

Making up lies and making up truth

Making up legends from the days of my youth

Making real sure that the road I’m on

Will take me on down to the end of this song

This world is what we make

It’s what we give and what we take

We can make it a heaven or make it a hell

Will we make it to tomorrow? Who can tell?

We’ve got all the time in the world

But every moment is a precious pearl

You can make mistakes or you might do fine

You can change your life if you make up your mind

Taking a risk or maybe taking up slack

Taking the wrong way on the way back

Taking up time and taking up space

Taking no prisoners in this place

Shaking a leg, shaking things up

Shaking your hand when I’m passing the cup

Shaking with fright, is that my fault?

Looking for my lost shaker of salt

Making excuses for making a mess

Making up crimes so I can confess

Breaking my word when I’m taking the oath

Taking the fifth prob’ly work for us both

Staking my claim to my part of the pie

Waking up late just in time to die

Shaking it here, boss, taking a powder

Making some noise, getting louder and louder

© 2011 Chuck Puckett

#7: Pointless

Video: Pointless

When we're so small in the grand scheme, is there any point to anything?

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Way too high up above it all

Cannot breathe, the air’s too thin

Wanna learn to fly, then forget to fall

Miss the ground and play to win

Run it up, run it down,

Pass it by, pay the price

Pick a card, take a chance,

Let it ride, throw the dice

Got no point to make

And it feels real nice

Bright blue dot in a sea of black

Feel so small but I don’t mind

Try to speak, but don’t look back

Seen it all on the borderline

Run it up, run it down,

Pass it by, pay the price

Pick a card, take a chance,

Let it ride, throw the dice

Got no point to make

So I’m making it twice

The world is so strange, stranger than my dreams

But nothing’s ever changed or that’s the way it seems

Sometimes I need to hide it’s more than I can take

But I know down inside I’ve got one point to make

 

Bright blue dot in a sea of black

Feel so small but I don’t mind

Don’t know what I think I lack

Got it all and I’m doing fine

Run it up, run it down,

Pass it by, pay the price

Pick a card, take a chance,

Let it ride, throw the dice

Got no point to make

And it feels real nice

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#8: Purely States the Blues

Video: Purely States the Blues

Another song about pushing through when it keeps pushing back.

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So many times the wind's so strong

Like a backbuster been busting too long

Wants to carry his thoughts away

Wait somewhere for a better day


And surely, surely we all know

That it's purely just as pure as the driven snow

And those pearly gates are gonna free me

Just as early as the sun falls to the sea


Hard pressed, long travels to see some light

Been bench-timing just about all night

And God knows, well God knows everything

Ol' Gabe’s got to let his horn ring and sing


Mansions dreaming, poets screaming

Across the valleys we will ever meet

Perfection will get you to kingdom come

If it came, most of us would run

And we’re balanced, we hold the party line

We're callous and we want another time

To face it, let it go along, learning that eternal song


And it’s hoping, hoping we all know

While we're groping our way right down the road

It's midnight and darker here than hell

But it's alright, and changing I can tell

Yes, it's alright and changing I can tell

 

© Chuck Puckett 2011

#9: Toward the Light

Video: Toward the Light

A song of hope and being strong. Keep on keeping on.

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Make the grade, fight the fight

Don’t be afraid to get it right

Turn the tap, set ‘em up

Drink it down, drain the cup

Be the kind of soul

That walks into the night

The one who turns us

Back toward the light

Do your best, face the gun

Pass the test, be the one

Take a chance, throw the dice

Nerves of steel, cool as ice

Be the kind of soul

That wants to have some fun

The one who leads us

Back toward the sun

Lead the pack, take the reins

Don’t look back, fan the flames

Make your mark, carve the notch

Stay on guard, be on watch

Be the kind of soul

Who dances in the rain

The one who wants to

Go against the grain

Turn the tide, keep it tight

Never hide what is right

Sing the song clear and loud

Don’t forget why you’re proud

Be the kind of soul

Who reaches for the height

The one who turns us

Back toward the light

© 2020 Chuck Puckett

#10: Valari

Video: Valari

The Valari. You probably need to read Tolkien's Silmarillion to get it.

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Seven spirits spinning 'round

The hand that made them set them down

Seven gems, alive and old

Older than the endless cold

Older than the cold


Seven days, delightful days

The wind and mountains, flames and waves

Come at call and take their place

Alive and real in singing space

Become in singing space


Seven notes, clear and strong

The melody forever long

Voices fighting Ragnarok

Harmonies light up the dark

Lightning in the dark


Seven planets, flung apart

One white tree and seven stars

Seven ages come and go

Eyes look up and never know


(That) One is the chain

That joins all and none

Nothing can remain

When all is sung and done

The voice is never still

And never sings refrain

The singer always will

Keep adding to the chain

(Repeat as necessary: last time, say "change" instead of "chain")


© 2011 Chuck Puckett